Fed Up WIth SChool FEd UP with EVerything

Well its week 4 and I have 6 more weeks of school to go. I'm getting fed up with it all. I feel like crap trying to get all my stuff done, my motivation is hanging on by a thread. Law school is in the horizon and I’m really exhausted mentally. I’ve been going at this for two years straight with out taking a break. Last break I took was 3 summers ago.

I feel sadden because I really don’t have nothing to look forward to. Last time I was really happy was about this time last year. I was still in school but I had something else to look forward to. I don’t know maybe I’m just rambling.

I work tomorrow at 8:30, not looking forward to it. Senior project is pretty much done, the design for the PCB is in and we are just looking over it making sure that it was done right. I introduced myself to one of my classmates; she has a cute smile and wears glasses. She has lips that are begging to be bitten, to be honest I really don’t feel like going through the whole I want to get to know you thing, the whole I’m really a nice guy thing. Why does it have to be like this, small talk, “I hope she likes me.” I’m really annoyed by even the thought of it. I’m probably not going to even try, I guess I’m just tired of the whole dating thing.

I think I need to just finish with school and then take a break… I’m just really tired of it all I wish it all ended right now.

I just want to sleep forever without a worry, yeah that’s it, sleep for an eternity. Alright sleep time, oh and by the way I better get paid soon at work or else.