Feeling Better Today

I was supposed to post this last night but I didn’t feel like it. Life is definitely better here work is good and I’ve been working out a lot more. So I’m starting to look better consequently I feel better. I am still alone though, I haven’t found the woman of my dreams. Last night I was in shambles I was thinking of her again, yeah the one that I last felt in love with. I cried last night; I can’t get you out of my mind… I know I’m stupid for thinking about her but I really can’t help myself. You are probably married or soon to be married living it up in San Diego, It is sad to think like this. Alright change subject.

I think it will be extra hard for me to find her since I find it difficult to go to places where these ladies would be. I hope that some of my friends get hired so then I will have more friends to hang out with. I know this is a stupid posting but I don’t know what else to write. I have no motivation to finish this post since I feel like I’m rambling about dumb things again…. alright I’m getting off before I get more depress.