V-day Post
Ah nothing like valentines day to remind me that I'm single and remind me more of the ones that got away. I had valentines last year but I messed that one up, which I think it was fine since I really wasn't happy with her. I really didn't see it going anywhere. So I had to get rid of her.
The tables were turned right after that when I met my doom; yes I call her my doom because who would have known that she could actually tame me. I remember our first date, we went for coffee, and the most interesting thing was that she brought a book on the first date. I didn’t understand why she would do that. I found it quite intriguing since intelligence is a total attraction. So the night progress she had warm apple cider while I had coffee. We talked and talked, at this point my guard was up and my mind was going 100 miles a second.
We talk and talk, we laughed. I told some old war stories I was confident, we talked about our careers, about were we were going at this point in my life I wasn’t sure about law school. Everything was fine we sat there until the coffee shop closed and they kicked us out. But of course I know better, I can’t let her go to bed yet it’s still early. I invited her for a drink she agreed and we were off, I drove to one of the pubs down town it was nice and casual. Everything was fine we talked and had some drinks.
Night progress, soon it was over, I drop her off at her car at the coffee shop. At this point kissing her didn’t even cross my mind. I know better to take it smooth and casual. It was great.
A week after that we went on a second date, we went for pizza. Casual as always, I was a little nervous since she looked so radiant that night. She was wearing a regular spaghetti strap shirt, nice and simple. Her skin was rosy light brown the same tone all over, now my urges kicked it, I think this is why I was nervous. I been out with hot women before but it wasn’t her looks that had me, I think it was just her simplicity. The night went on the date was fine, we talked same as the first one, I was getting antsy. We had a good time, I wanted to go for the kiss but the situation wasn’t right, I couldn’t just force it so I didn’t.
As I drove away I was angry at myself but happy since I knew I had made an impact on her. I specifically made a mental note; I will kiss her next time that I promise.
My birthday was coming up so of course I took the advantage of that day to see if I could see her. I took a while to convince her to agree since she specifically said that it’s my birthday and I should spend it with my family. I replied by saying no way, I see my family a lot and I plan to see them this weekend.
She had no choice but to agree, I took her to the very place were my friends and I usually go to after coming back from surfing. Nice casual bar at the beach shore, what a perfect spot to spend my birthday.
The day came, we had fun. I wore a classy suit with a dark blue shirt with a sports coat nothing out of the ordinary. I met her at the coffee place again since she wasn’t comfortable with me seeing where she lived; I made nothing of it since all I cared for was that she was with me. She looked gorgeous as ever, as we sat there we order drinks and we kept talking she drank as much as I did, we had about five drinks each. Now when a girl drinks as much as I do when I go out, that means something.
We had dinner and we were off, we walked on the beach for a while. I offered her my jacket. Now of course what a better place to kiss her then the California beach shore. I then thought, I think she expects me to kiss her since It seems that I planned it all, so I didn’t. I held her hand and we just walked and talked. Beach patrol soon came to let us know that the beach was close, so we left soon after.
I drove her straight to her car, and that was it. The doors were locked and she wasn’t stepping out of my car before my lips touched hers. As she kept talking all I was thinking was the feeling of me finally kissing her. I slightly leaned over and just said, you talk too much, as my left hand gently held her right cheek I leaned over and I finally took the chance. It was great, I don't consider myself a great kisser but it’s practically simple. I’m pretty confident about my kissing since I’ve been told that I’m a great one but I don't let it go to my head. Lean slightly don’t hesitate but don’t over do it, gently press your lips on her as you caress her cheek with the other hand. Don’t get to excited and just enjoy the moment.
To my advantage the night didn’t end like that, just to summarize everything, it was the best birthday I ever had. Good times.
The tables were turned right after that when I met my doom; yes I call her my doom because who would have known that she could actually tame me. I remember our first date, we went for coffee, and the most interesting thing was that she brought a book on the first date. I didn’t understand why she would do that. I found it quite intriguing since intelligence is a total attraction. So the night progress she had warm apple cider while I had coffee. We talked and talked, at this point my guard was up and my mind was going 100 miles a second.
We talk and talk, we laughed. I told some old war stories I was confident, we talked about our careers, about were we were going at this point in my life I wasn’t sure about law school. Everything was fine we sat there until the coffee shop closed and they kicked us out. But of course I know better, I can’t let her go to bed yet it’s still early. I invited her for a drink she agreed and we were off, I drove to one of the pubs down town it was nice and casual. Everything was fine we talked and had some drinks.
Night progress, soon it was over, I drop her off at her car at the coffee shop. At this point kissing her didn’t even cross my mind. I know better to take it smooth and casual. It was great.
A week after that we went on a second date, we went for pizza. Casual as always, I was a little nervous since she looked so radiant that night. She was wearing a regular spaghetti strap shirt, nice and simple. Her skin was rosy light brown the same tone all over, now my urges kicked it, I think this is why I was nervous. I been out with hot women before but it wasn’t her looks that had me, I think it was just her simplicity. The night went on the date was fine, we talked same as the first one, I was getting antsy. We had a good time, I wanted to go for the kiss but the situation wasn’t right, I couldn’t just force it so I didn’t.
As I drove away I was angry at myself but happy since I knew I had made an impact on her. I specifically made a mental note; I will kiss her next time that I promise.
My birthday was coming up so of course I took the advantage of that day to see if I could see her. I took a while to convince her to agree since she specifically said that it’s my birthday and I should spend it with my family. I replied by saying no way, I see my family a lot and I plan to see them this weekend.
She had no choice but to agree, I took her to the very place were my friends and I usually go to after coming back from surfing. Nice casual bar at the beach shore, what a perfect spot to spend my birthday.
The day came, we had fun. I wore a classy suit with a dark blue shirt with a sports coat nothing out of the ordinary. I met her at the coffee place again since she wasn’t comfortable with me seeing where she lived; I made nothing of it since all I cared for was that she was with me. She looked gorgeous as ever, as we sat there we order drinks and we kept talking she drank as much as I did, we had about five drinks each. Now when a girl drinks as much as I do when I go out, that means something.
We had dinner and we were off, we walked on the beach for a while. I offered her my jacket. Now of course what a better place to kiss her then the California beach shore. I then thought, I think she expects me to kiss her since It seems that I planned it all, so I didn’t. I held her hand and we just walked and talked. Beach patrol soon came to let us know that the beach was close, so we left soon after.
I drove her straight to her car, and that was it. The doors were locked and she wasn’t stepping out of my car before my lips touched hers. As she kept talking all I was thinking was the feeling of me finally kissing her. I slightly leaned over and just said, you talk too much, as my left hand gently held her right cheek I leaned over and I finally took the chance. It was great, I don't consider myself a great kisser but it’s practically simple. I’m pretty confident about my kissing since I’ve been told that I’m a great one but I don't let it go to my head. Lean slightly don’t hesitate but don’t over do it, gently press your lips on her as you caress her cheek with the other hand. Don’t get to excited and just enjoy the moment.
To my advantage the night didn’t end like that, just to summarize everything, it was the best birthday I ever had. Good times.
written by Mr. Vasquez at 10:26 p. m.
2 Comments:
... I think I made something out of nothing. I blew it out of proportion I never had you. My last memory that I have from you was the last time when I saw you, I got out of your car and I asked you to give me a kiss. You did and I knew there was something different about that kiss I had this gut feeling that I would never see you or hear your voice again. To this day it has been proven true.
I only knew you for about a month and I hate to admit but I was happy, I have to forget you since you don't exist, all is left are my memories and I would give anything to forget them because I hate them, I hate thinking about you I hate feeling like the lesser person that I am. You dented my confidence and now I have to repair it to go back to how it was. I wish I never met you. You made me realize something; I will be more careful next time. Where ever you are I wish you no harm, may the angels look out for you just like they’ve looked out for me.
Alright I had to get this out, I think I maybe be going crazy I don’t know. If I am then fuck it.
my birthday is coming and there is nothing that would make me happier then to just hear your voice ones again. I know it wouldn't happend but I just can't help myself. I hope you are doing fine... enough of these rumblings going to bed, big day coming this thurday perhaps by the end of the day I could call myself an engineer.
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