domingo, febrero 05, 2006

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My blog has been acting up I don't know what’s wrong with it since I don't recall me messing with the code. Went to my parent’s house this weekend to take care of some stuff nothing out of the ordinary, hanged out with my brother and his friends that’s about it...

Went to the LA library on Saturday to study for a midterm coming up on Friday, I don't know if the studying was effective since I can't remember anything I studied right now. I have not caught up with the reading since I am being overwhelmed with my jobs, all the studying and the other stuff going on, but I will try to catch up… at least I hope.

I have an appointment with the eye doctor tomorrow to check on the recovery of my eyes, I don’t think I am going to make it since I have to be at work. I have my rent to pay so I can’t just miss work for an eye appointment. My eyes feel a lot better though although I still see foggy and they still look a little red.

I been talking to a one of my classmates for quite sometime now, she seems cool. I’ve been studying with her and spending time with her, I am contemplating whether I should pursue something with her or not. It’s been a while since I been in this situation but I just don’t feel anything (maybe a little not sure). I guess I can try just to see if I can, kind of like target practice, but that wouldn’t be right since someone is bound to get their feelings hurt. I can honestly say that it isn’t going to be me since I’m far to familiar with this.

As always I play it smooth and casual, make her laugh and smile, dig through her brain to find out what she is about and give her some honest feedback. Keep her talking so she can get comfortable. I get involved in intellectual conversations to flex my brain muscles to tip the scales a little but as always I keep it to a minimum since arrogance isn’t a good quality. Yes, I think of everything, there isn’t anything that has happened that I’ve overlooked. Maybe I’m paranoid or something, I don’t know, nevertheless I’m playing it by ear.

I’m doing laundry right now, I really hate some of the people’s social habits around here. I don’t like to be races but for some reason they are always of the same race. I was sitting on a table reading my book right in front of the change machine, one of the guys wanted to use it so he went right through me without saying anything I got out the way since I didn’t want to get in the way. All he had to say was excuse me. I say it, I say thank you when I need to, excuse me etc… I can go on about this for ever since this is just one instance. Well I better check on my clothes.