Feeling Better
My rear end feels a lot better (sigh didn't break anything) but it does still hurt. Didn't snow on the weekend so no boarding. Any how the laundry is tumbling in the washer, and I'm relaxing preparing for the week. The weekend was ok I guess nothing spectacular, although there was a situation which I found to be quiet interesting at home. My dad’s dad past away (grandfather), he went to my home country to visit to give his respect to him. I wasn’t really close to him but it now means that all of my grandparents are dead, as my dad came home from his trip he brought home a video from one of my cousins wedding. I have never seen my parents so excited, as they sat there watching, they were pointing out the different family members and trying to make out who was at the wedding. It was a big traditional wedding, I loved watching the kids dropping rose pedals on the red carpet in front of the bride and groom as they departed the cathedral, and of course the rise tossing as they left the church running to the limo. I didn’t think this actually happened in real weddings. Whatever it is, if I ever get married, (which requires a second party member), I want it to be the same way. I want it to be big with a lot of relatives. I’ll fly everyone from across to world just to see the whole family together. Back to the DVD, there were a lot of people there related to me. My parents were very excited as they asked me to play the burned DVD. ( they aren’t too technologically able).
I then picture myself being that age; I am now more certain that when people get older their values change, and money, material things don’t mean anything any more. Which I find it to be very pleasing since when I’m older I hope it will be the same way.
Update on the cosigning of the bike: Damn, looks like my brother is not backing down, I was just informed that he got a new job. I thought all of this was just going to fade as I kept quiet and didn’t bring up the issue. Looks like next weekend is coming and that’s probably going to be were we go to see the bike dealer. I remember a long time ago when I was still living at home. I was sleeping and I woke up late at night from a nightmare. I usually don’t remember my dreams, but when I do remember them they might be important. I woke up and I had a feeling of sadness and tears began to run down my eyes, I laid there and wept. All I can remember was me waking up and having the feeling that my brother was gone. The feeling that something bad had happened to him and that he wasn’t with me anymore. He is the closest person to me from my whole family and I don’t know what I would do if I lost him. I don’t tell him this since he views me as the strong down to earth person that when things go bad, all he has to do is call me and I’ll be there with the swiftness to wreck down anyone who even thought about messing with anyone from my family or friends. I like to guide him and shape him into the man that he should be since my father isn’t doing his job. As I stated in my previous post, I like bikes and I have no problem with them but it’s just that there is a possibility that something can go wrong. I’m going to go along with the cosigning despite my sense of uncertainty. I think this sense of uncertainty for the safety of our love ones becomes more obvious as people get older and wiser, therefore I won’t let it get the best of me.
I just hope that the man up there looks out for him as you have done in my absence. You’ve taken a lot, and changed my life and I take everything that has happened to me as lessons that need to be learned to shape me to the man you want me to be, but I just hope you don’t take him away, I mean IT!!!!
I then picture myself being that age; I am now more certain that when people get older their values change, and money, material things don’t mean anything any more. Which I find it to be very pleasing since when I’m older I hope it will be the same way.
Update on the cosigning of the bike: Damn, looks like my brother is not backing down, I was just informed that he got a new job. I thought all of this was just going to fade as I kept quiet and didn’t bring up the issue. Looks like next weekend is coming and that’s probably going to be were we go to see the bike dealer. I remember a long time ago when I was still living at home. I was sleeping and I woke up late at night from a nightmare. I usually don’t remember my dreams, but when I do remember them they might be important. I woke up and I had a feeling of sadness and tears began to run down my eyes, I laid there and wept. All I can remember was me waking up and having the feeling that my brother was gone. The feeling that something bad had happened to him and that he wasn’t with me anymore. He is the closest person to me from my whole family and I don’t know what I would do if I lost him. I don’t tell him this since he views me as the strong down to earth person that when things go bad, all he has to do is call me and I’ll be there with the swiftness to wreck down anyone who even thought about messing with anyone from my family or friends. I like to guide him and shape him into the man that he should be since my father isn’t doing his job. As I stated in my previous post, I like bikes and I have no problem with them but it’s just that there is a possibility that something can go wrong. I’m going to go along with the cosigning despite my sense of uncertainty. I think this sense of uncertainty for the safety of our love ones becomes more obvious as people get older and wiser, therefore I won’t let it get the best of me.
I just hope that the man up there looks out for him as you have done in my absence. You’ve taken a lot, and changed my life and I take everything that has happened to me as lessons that need to be learned to shape me to the man you want me to be, but I just hope you don’t take him away, I mean IT!!!!
written by Mr. Vasquez at 9:48 p. m.
2 Comments:
Just tell him honestly how you feel. It takes a strong person to come forth with their insecurities. It takes an even stronger person to stand up to a younger sibling in order to protect him/her.
I don't think he will think any less of you if you tell him the reason why you don't want to go forth with the co-sign is because you are worried about him getting into an accident, and that he is so important to you the thought of you inadvertently putting him into danger is too much for you to bear.
you can tell your brother to be careful and pray for him always. as with the risks of riding bikes, he had thought about them for sure and decided he wants a bike anyway. men like toys. and a bike to them certainly is one nice toy.
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