I Need This

I got my paper back today, not the one that I wrote but my midterm. I was surprised I actually got a good grade. I don't know what it was, I don't like to think that I’m a good writer because I’m not, but it felt good opening up my blue book and seeing my grade. This class is the closest education that I have to law school and it just gives me hope. I just can’t help to think that I might stand a chance.

Well to recap on the whole weekend, it was great. I had a date on Saturday. Actually it wasn’t really a date it was just dinner at my favorite restaurant. I haven’t been out in a while so I had to enjoy it. I had my wine with steak it was good, went to the beach after, the same California beach that I’ve grown to love, surprisingly we didn’t get kicked out. We walked and talked, it was good. Kind of felt disappointed at the end because I had wasted a good night with someone that I can’t see myself with.

As of what I was feeling about my date, well to say the least I really don’t see me dating her, but like I’ve said before sometimes I just do it to see how far I can go. It may seem cruel since someone is bound to get hurt but I believe that there has to be a balance to everything. Anyhow I’m just going to play it by ear like a past time nothing spectacular, until I meet “her” again and when I do I will be ready. Alright I better stop rambling about nonsense I better get to class…Until next time.