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So I've deleted your number, after texting you for the last time I said (I wish that I could hold you right now. To see those frakels on your nose again. Sleep well...) It's sad, you never replied, I meant every word I said, everything I've told you I have meant and it has come from the bottom of my heart. Everything I have said is worthless... I don't know I just thought that you would reply, but I was wrong like many other things. I guess that is it, that was my last ounce of hope. I don't want to be with anyone else but you, but I can't. You don't love me and you never did.

I need to enbed that in my brain to move on. I really hate feeling like this... I think this is the last time i'm going to write in here, well have a good life.