Christmas Eve Post
For some reasons I haven't been able to get a full night sleep here at my parents house. I think its because I miss my bed at home, anyhow well here at my parents house it doesn't feel like Christmas. The tree hasn't been put up along with any other decorations, I should have taken the initiative and done so myself but I did not, to make thing worst my brother and my sister work their blue collar jobs today. I don’t think people should work Christmas eve, they should all be with their family and friends. In Spain people get mandatory leave at this time a year, people there know what’s important. I’ve read somewhere that the average family in Spain lives within a five mile radius within each other. So to all you workaholics pushing 50 hours/billable hours a day at the office/firm you better stop and think what is really important.
At my old job that I use to work, which I quit and I don’t regret doing so, I met these two gentlemen. These gentlemen were probably in their late sixties, I asked them, what’s life like right now. They told me with a most honest face that it sucks and that they wish they were dead already. That encounter made me feel worst because now I don’t look forward to getting old , but then they told me that one of their best accomplishments was their family. They have kids and grandkids, and they are doing great. From this encounter I concluded that the whole purpose of life is to procreate and to expand the bloodline. Which makes sense since nothing is going to matter once I’m dead.
Well back to Christmas, I haven’t made my Christmas wish yet but I will do so before today ends, as always I like to leave everything to the end and as always these are my finest moments. Well back to my computer game, this has been my pastime here, and I’ve found it to be the best weapon to fight boredom.
At my old job that I use to work, which I quit and I don’t regret doing so, I met these two gentlemen. These gentlemen were probably in their late sixties, I asked them, what’s life like right now. They told me with a most honest face that it sucks and that they wish they were dead already. That encounter made me feel worst because now I don’t look forward to getting old , but then they told me that one of their best accomplishments was their family. They have kids and grandkids, and they are doing great. From this encounter I concluded that the whole purpose of life is to procreate and to expand the bloodline. Which makes sense since nothing is going to matter once I’m dead.
Well back to Christmas, I haven’t made my Christmas wish yet but I will do so before today ends, as always I like to leave everything to the end and as always these are my finest moments. Well back to my computer game, this has been my pastime here, and I’ve found it to be the best weapon to fight boredom.

1 Comments:
Hmmmm...You might also want to see if you have general anxiety and/or agrophobia. They tend to accompany with depression.
If you don't hesitate to reach out for professional help. There is nothing wrong with asking for assistance and they will help you more than just giving you pills - they actually can help you change the way you think and behave through behavior modifications. In the long run, you will feel much more confident and happier.
Law school is a very stressful experience, and I wish you the best. If you enter at your highest peak (happiest time of your life), it will help you carry through the stressful exams. I kid you not when I tell you people break down mid-way because it is so stressful (small classes, gossipy classmates, and very competitive atmosphere).
A fellow blogger: lawschoolhopeful.blogspot.com has anxiety disorder, but she continues to seek out professional help and seems to handle law school pretty well so far.
Take care and happy holidays. I hope you get that much-needed sleep.
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